Escalation

Easy how easy it is to hide who you are from people. What you feel. What you want. The true self.

But myself. Sounds obvious...but it's not THAT easy. I can't NOT listen to myself anymore. It becomes obvious it's the path to survival. After all, you're the one you're gonna spend eternity with. You might wanna start loving yourself.

I recently read one of Dr Hyatt's Black Book, named "Become who you are--There are no guarantees", first adressed to new mutants (understand, humans resigning the member-ship contract). Distant, chaotik, very interesting.

Time to not give a shit anymore about what people think and start paying attention to what i think. As i'm writting i realize how fucking absurd and stupid that text will look. But like all new electrons, needs to find it's place..like it's Master.

As i went over eso stuff i wrote several years ago, before the big bang ,it jumped me. I was on a line of power that disapeared when i lost myself, trying to understand stupidness in people. Also understood what people like phil Hine or P.J. Caroll sayd when yhey talked about the "security belt" in Occult systems, including humans relationship.

I can't trust anyone anymore. But at least i can trust my instinct. When the wolf is smelling shit, the hunter's not far.

I ,also , Can be an extreme individual.

I, also , Want to be an extreme individual.

Life's too short. Most of us will realize too late they let life live them...and not the other way around.

Sin. 

Some stuff are constant. Like The chaos and Anarchy living inside my skull. Just like cancer...it's spreading.

I'm not empty. I just have a hard time remembering the password of my mind. 

My occult break was positive enought to have a new vision over the world.

It's good to be back.

Clow Levannah Dekebat.