fade away.... I lie to everyone i know. Wherever i try to be honest, i'm loosing people. And sometimes my lies makes them wanna go away. That's sad. I really don't know how to be in couple with people. It's always the same problem. And i can't talk to...
Lire la suiteOk, i've been one of thoses girls always picking on the opposit sex, because i Believe some girls are not easy to live neither. BUT MAN! this Guy...Let's call him, D for Dick. D., is the type of guy never to let go. D is the type of macho guy i can't...
Lire la suiteEvidemment c'est en Français. Regards indiscrets. Je ne suis jamais satisfaite. Je tourne en rond inlassablement. Sans jamais me satisfaire de ce que j'obtient. C'est Pathetique. Tout autant que je ne sais plus vraiment bien écrire français. Heureusement...
Lire la suiteOMG....looks like i'm african. LOL. Some generations will never change. Nothing to do about it. Nothing we can do about it. It's a generation where genes and previous pears counts so much. They are the reason why we are what we are. I don't like that....
Lire la suite"We all have a big bad woolf hiding inside of us, the darkness we don't want anyone else to see" Recovery simply isnt an option I always wondered why i wanted to be like anyone else so badly. Escape the "monstreous act" that represented my life so far,...
Lire la suite"I lived in Darkness a long time, over the years my eyes adjusted until the dark became my world and i could see" Easy how easy it is to hide who you are from people. What you feel. What you want. The true self. "I lie to everyone i know" But myself....
Lire la suiteIt's been weeks since i get here... Here equals "in London" and "Posting to this blog". So, from now on, i'll probably write the whole stuff in english. Not because of the country i"m in now. Simply cause i can't talk french properly anymore....That's...
Lire la suiteDEMAIN À LA UNE! Tôt ce matin, vers 4h20, le forum Clow's Dream, ancien lieu d'Esoterisme contemporain à été retrouvé mort, près des serveurs Kanak, de Forumactif. Depuis quelques temps déjà, des menaces de suppressions avait été lançées, mais sans lendemain....
Lire la suiteUn ancien texte de Kirirk (encore lui je sais ><, non c'est bien mon blog pas le sien ><),sur la VMG. Je n'en ai pas encore trouver d'aussi "efficace" et "compréhensible" pour le moment : ) VMG On opose souvent en Occultisme, les termes"voie de la main...
Lire la suiteMe/Myself...and Anton Aujourd'hui je suis retombé sur un passage de la "Satanic Witch" de Lavey. Il s'agissait d'un exercice pour prendre confiance en soi, et plus particulièrement dans son mojo. (A comprendre le pouvoir d'attirance sexuel, ou "magnétisme...
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