It's been weeks since i get here...

Here equals "in London" and "Posting to this blog". So, from now on, i'll probably write the whole stuff in english. Not because of the country i"m in now. Simply cause i can't talk french properly anymore....That's the problem when you got two first languages..You never know witch one you'll talk first and properly.

Anyway.

Magical world.

Should i stay in the shadow, as always...as long as i'm on small communities and forums, i guess it's ok...From the moment i wanted more, it started...The "you-dont-understand-a-thing-so-shut-the-hell-up"...they tease you, and then starts to cry out loud  how much they'll help beginners and humanity itself....pleasseeeeeeeee.

Who the hell began to tell that Occults sciences were "perfect science"..like...physics, or..machinery.

Once it is, once it's not. So make your choice ladies and gentleman, Are you a doctor or a fool? Both cases you'll be disrespected as well..

I'l tired of fighting...Really.

But in a way, i dont know if i'm ready to get the answers (or more questions) all by myself.

It would be so simple to have a "guide", (you know like mama-tree in pocahontas), who's telling you what to do, giving you advices, Share your pain, your joy...Yes family, friends,...but..they can't be you..can they?

So in the end, you're still alone.

If the magic world( in Internet) Is really that way..I am SO out.

"Gotta fuck'them all"

(That was totally free and appropriate )